Our Love Diary

Happy birthday my love

2011-06-16T00:10:00.001+08:00

Happy 24th birthday to my one and only love. A year older means a year wiser. I love u. Let's have fun tomorrow.

Morning prayers

2011-06-15T11:00:00.001+08:00

This is the beginning of a brand new day.ALLaH has given me to use it as I will. I can waste it or use it for good.What I do today is very important because I'm exchanging a day of life of it. When tomorrow comes,this day will be gone forever. Leaving something in it's place that I traded for. I want it to be good not evil success not failure , in order I shall no forget the price I've paid for.

Happy 893 daysSary love!!!

2011-06-12T00:32:00.001+08:00

Today marks the total of 893 days and 21,432 hours being together with you. We been thru pain,sorrow and joy together but we knew how much it hurts us deep inside there always happiness behind every stories. No pain no gain and our memories can nvr be erased nor forgotten cos it will
Always reminds me why I love you and love, u r the BEST that occurred in my life.
I thanks ALLAH for bringing him to my life and I feel so blessed and may our relationship goes on and on .insyallah.Amin .

Love u always lim eddy sufian
12-12-2008 <3

New Year

2010-01-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

spending tym with u dear was great and fun!!!we spend tym to learn more from each other and to love more too.i have a great start of the year with u.i try to change fer the best for u baby...i guess it better fer me too...spending tym with u makes my world ggo round and round..im glad to have u dear..forever i will...love u...
u are so nottie and i LOVE it...haha...

lil rascal

enjoy it alot!!!

2009-12-31T01:18:00.002+08:00

today i met baby ...we had alot of fun...nottie love and amazzing BF!!!so where shud we countdown baby??hmmmm...marina again???haha....ok baby hope 2010 will bring more exciting eevent fer us ok...luking forward to it...lets make a new resolution dis cuming new year...

me....
i wan to have a stable job which i love, complete my class 3, enter to the sch...maintain a healthy love life....and have great tym with ppl around...

ciak ciak ciak

2009-12-17T16:48:00.000+08:00

A year has passed...i enjoy so many moments of my life with u dear...seems long but we went thru alot...we been so busy with our daily life till we didnt have to update blog...thanx suzy fer reminding me.since i have tym i changed our skin and blah blah blah....
i miss my bf so much..i hope he will blog soon too...
i love him so much
sorry for the mistakes dat sumtyms i repeated without thinking wad i done
human will never run away from mistakes dats y we arent perfect
i noe dat u are my everything
and i love u fer making my life a fanastic one....
love u

selamat menjalani ibadah puasa

2009-08-24T13:13:00.002+08:00

nuw at werk
feel so bored
facebook and looking at movies aje
i guess bf is no in da mood
i hope his better later on
today sahur wasnt my fav food cos i dun like fish dat much
but thanx mummy fer preparing it
no complaints
time flies so fast
many thing happens
i miss bf so much
just feel like hugging him ttite
it fair cuming soon
tot of buying a new laptop
but depends la
long tym no blog
sori fer dat
i feel dis blog also doesnt sparkle like it use to
wad shud i do?
i cant force...
onli god noes
i love you lim eddy sufian

life life life

2009-08-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

boring boring boring
monint wake up alwaes late fer work den at werk
den wait fer my turn to work den wait again
den eat
make myself fat only
kdg2 boring juga life
huw i wish i can make my real life damn interesting each and everyday
with all my beloved ones
i love to berangan byk sgt
but i noe it will never come true
dream do cum true
and i hope dat dream makes my life
turn beautiful
im so lucky to be here
doing many stuff
and my baby
i just pray hard u get a job
i understand boy will alwaes be boys
so yeah
go to hell with BOREDom
say hello to FUn

TodaY

2009-08-06T00:55:00.002+08:00

today wasnt so gud at werk cos not much customer
but thanx baby fer cuming over
i had spent 1 hour with him at people park while waiting fer customer but i guess
not my luck today
im so moody last past few days but i guess my off day and my day with baby was tremendous
i had so much fun
learning my car pratical
having fun with dear
gosh
i cant wait to learn more
i cant even wait fter my tp to arrive
i mean like its a dream cum true
haish
huw i wish i cud cuddle my baby
he is so like teddy bear
papa can i bring him home
PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSssssssssssssssssssssss...
i lOve you dear!!!
muaxx

JuLy TreMenDouS eVenT

2009-08-06T00:06:00.008+08:00

NDP preview at the marina bay!!!

TremenDous event dat i enjoy so much with yo u dear... firework,song, entertainment and so much more... i guess on the actual day d event and firework will be more FUN but im werkin...just enjoy ape ade disini pak eddy yg sempat video

MY CompanY Dinner
we had a great dinner buffet at MARRiot HOTEL mcm2 makan ade i still craving fer d food u noe i had so much to eat and WOW WOW WOW aje i can say den my BOSS brought us to LUNAR den dey open i think 5 martell i guess i wasnt gud at drinking cos i hate martel but i gotta drink abit when ppl start to cheers baby drank aalot yeah but not to baad at least not drink drank drunk he still ok and he was CUTE wen we drank quite afew though sayang grace wasnt der but i can see the girls are having so much fun... haha...some mabok...but overall cool but it was uncool at work d next day cos of the HANGOVER huh...damn..i guess i got some pictures taken huh...

Loves Makes The wOrld go Round & Round

2009-08-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

I guess that LOVE makes the world go round & round cos i was damn bored this past few days
but when my LOVE came and saved the boredom that wanna take over me it feel damn GUD!!!
i love my LOVE LIFE...i treasure it gud and bad...never cud ask fer more...
i just hope dis month gets better
i realli hope dear and papa get a job A.S.A.P
cummon spore...
u do even wanna see your own citizen jobless rite???
well, i guess life is also unfair
but u will get out big one day
i believe dat
i will support your family no matter what
spore ni kdg2 da takde otak
haishh economics too high tech until too educated and makes them too STUPID i guess...
haha...its just a saying...mcm org ckp kdg makin tua pon makin bodoh

im so glad to mit dis love of mine just nuw.thanx fer waiting fer me dear...im feeling so much better...dun ferget dis mon huh....turn me down readi..but nvm,...i had fun just nuw u noe...ur accompany makes my world brighter den the moon...i l0ve you dear...thanx fer being my everything!!!
muaxxxx....
hugs and kisses...

HEllo heLLo

2009-07-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

yeah so i did new skin, great old and new songs...
dis month had been so wonderful except fer my job...
like not so good sia...
boring like hell...
feeling excited to learn voom voom...
loving my cute baby...
he's so ADORABLE...
i never lie...
hope next month will pick up
i have kinda of plan next year
get a car soon i guess
so meaning i gotta WErK HARD
but also work smart la kan...
i hope my cute baby found a job which is fun
& important is he must LOVE the job
im so wanting a holiday trip
maybe bangkok
genting
bali
or maybe
australia...(in my dreamz)
my baby is so nootie...
just like any other baby they see things
kinda of spoil without intention so
mummy gotta fix it up in order to make it better again...
i swear i will bite my baby chubby pipi...
work was ok today
but im just have no special mood
maybe cos of period
but fer baby must be on the ball
haha
reached home nuw
i dunnoe wanna bathe or not cos i am very very lazy
i ate chocolate WHIte chocolate and drink mango tea in the bus
dats all sei...
i feel like kidnapping baby to be with me...
oh gosh my assignment not done yet...
last day of sch
dis sunday!!!
im so HAPPY!
huw i wish the payment was also the same date as my sch...
money, enjoy, i nid to relax...
gosh!!!!
baby,
lets go prawning on 4 august...
i dun care!!!!
play facebook la...
wait for tubby chubby walk from court to home is ready like a baby trying to walk to his mummy...
i am koling you nUW!!!
i love you baby!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

2009-07-10T10:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE TO U

HAPPY BDAE TO SHIELA

HAPPY BDAE TO U!!!

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indeed a surprise moment of my bdae dat happen from 11pm till 4 am. many things he done fer me which i couldnt expect dat time. lighting up only candles at midnite singing a bdae song fer me dat realli touched my heart so much. I hug him tite and i kiss him alot of times. we make out and realli had ourself so much fun!!! its so memorable to me! simple but thrilling!!!

my best bdae gift dis year is "TO BE BLESSES WITH THE PEOPLE WHOM I LOVE!!!THANX FER EVERYTHING AND ALLAH I LOVE YOU TOO.

im gonna have a greAT day today!!!cos its MY DAY!!!

happy and loving him

shiela sabrina

1 more day...

2009-07-09T01:08:00.001+08:00

1 more day to my birthday... time flies so fast and u wont expect things to happen dat fast. RIP to eddy nenek yg telah kembali kepada NYA. problems and pressure all around us.

i suppose my bdae i will spend a few hours with baby afta werk den proceed to nenek haus den c huw it goes. baby gotta send his cousin at the airport and dey will have the small gathering over der.

as fer me, i guess i be waiting fer him. i dunnoe wad is the plan fer my bdae. its kinda of sad fer me but well its just a bdae.

im sorry dat this blog was fill with nothing from us lately. but well hopely i have tym to rite out my feelings. i received bdae gift from abg and papa and mummy. didnt expect ainthing at all i must say. i treasure it much. but most of all i treasure ppl around me with fill my life with love. baby had his op yesterday and i was waitng fer me to kol me.i waiting 4 hours. and finaally he called.im glad.

i just wanna THANK ALLAH for giving me all the strength and blessing me with ppl who are so wonderful. i cant never ask for more. give the strength and love to ppl who nids it alot.life was indeed a challenging part indeed.it taught me strong and weak.the love from above that is so greatest feeling i had.I LOVE it so much.nuw i fiiling with tears cos of many things that in mind.
i just wish i could have my baby by my side but his in medication so i understand.
here i would like to wish myself a happy birthday.i will grow up and be gud!

love,
la

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!

2009-06-16T10:55:00.000+08:00

BABYLOVE...
D days has come, especially me...i've been waiting for your birthday to come!!!
i hope this birthday is a memorable and a special one for you!!!
been planning along time for this day to come and to see you smile on that handsem face.

DEAR, u look totally wonderful. Especially during my surprise period for you that i made at 12mn of your birthday.

im sorry if i ignore you during our conversation yesterday just to wrap the present....i hope you love all the present that i gave you. Like i stated in the card, all the present is not that worth alot den our LOVE!!!

ibu wish ayah a long healthy life and get well soon so that we can have more and much fun dear. i want u to catch me and play along with dear. Hope all your wishes come true and our relationship keeps burning and blooming high.

i sang you a birthday song yesterday and i gonna sing here...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIM EDDY SUFIAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HOW OLD ARE YOU NOW?(not 16 of chorus)
HOW OLD ARE YOU NOW?(fact is 22)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..........

LOVING YOU TILL MY LAST BREATHE,
your pwincess,
SHIELASABRINA

2 more dayss.....

2009-06-14T00:46:00.000+08:00

2 more days and less den 48 hours more to my BABY BIRTHDAY!!! if u wanna noe im very EXCITING and i dunnoe y.i realli cant wait for d day to cum but i noe it will come la.

I had so much fun on our 6 mths dear.eventhough i was werking.i am glad to see u dear . MY BABY was HOT!!!i can see!!!

BABY, i like to apologise for my attitude that is so tak perlu ditunjukkan...BUT i love you no matter wad and i cant forgive myself to see u fall.i am sssoooo STupid....

i cant upload d pic cos i dunnoe y but i promise u will see it FACE TO FACE OK...

im so tired nuw...will tok to u on the phone soon....i love u BABY.U are my everything dear.muaaxxx

the best of the best,
la

Special Dates With Babygirl

2009-06-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

It is the month of June and i expected this month to have more activities this month with Babygirl.This month is my ORD bithday and our anniversary

so alot of things already happened and alot more is coming.Yesterday was my ORD date and our 6 months anniversary and 16th and we had alot of fun.I went to camp with excited to know that finally my life as an NSF is over.although i spent quite sometime in the office.4 hours to be exact.But it was all rewarding and the rest of the day just follow through nicely.Met Babygirl at Kovan in the evening after an uneventful afternoon and just spent time with her.I enjoyed the night and by the time i reach home i was dead tired and Babygirl is just hmmm i dont know what to say.I just want to wish Babygirl happy 6 months anniversary and i love you so much.i just want to get well soon and run around to alot more places and spend more time with you.

Much Love and Kisses

Ed

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hapi 6mths anivesari!

2009-06-12T02:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 6MTHS ANNIVERSARY DEAR
each moment being with you its feel so great and amazing
its feel like im floating on the clouds
spending time with you cant never not bored cos u makes my world go round and round
i get a lil time to see u just nuw with my PRESEnt surprise which didnt happen.lol
but i guess to hug u and kiss u was enuf
u are my everything dear!my love my heart and my soul.
i just miss u alot rite nuw and i reali miss u alot nuw.
get well soon aites baby and i LOVE you deep in my heart ders alwaes u
u are d lite and u r the one
the best that occurs in my LIFE
again HAPPI 6 MTHS AND HAPPY FOR YOU THAT
O-R-D-OH.....
MUCH LOVE,
LA

Really??

2009-06-11T02:32:00.000+08:00

Ibu juz called me lazy.ok.

We spent time ad i went out of Sengkang again after a long time to meet Babygirl and watch Night At the Museum 2.It was a fun movie and it really liven up our mood after the night before.fter that we went to a little shopping for Babygirl.My favourite item was the anklet which Babygirl bought.She looked really cute.The anklet had bells and i love it.We played games and had our meal packed to eat somewhere else.A simple but special day.Some of our meetings are simple and some spectacular but everyone of them are special and i love every moment of them

Thanks Babygirl

Love And Kisses

Ed

My dear is....

2009-06-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

MY dear is so lazy to blog.Dis and dat reason if he doesnt.nuw me,feeling very tired bt taking a bit of my tym blogging fer HIM.it is a great week for us during my off day.when to ciinema with him, he feel angry awhile but manage to overcum den he played arcade and spent time wif each other...i just feel our love is get stronger and i am also learning alot from dis realtionship which is VERY prECIOUS to me.
Dear, thanx fer d hp.I am luking forward fer our anniversaryand UR BIRTHDAY,,,bu granrantee u have a lot of fun...i PROMISE...i love u LOVE..muaaxxx..

DAMN FUN !!!

2009-06-05T02:50:00.000+08:00

...best day best time best boyfrend best makan best shopping best love best exprience...
BEST TIMING

BEST unexpected thing that we went thru on the 3 june 2009. went to enrol my car liscense in the morning, call DARLINK to wake up but he is really damn tired and started to like pressure on whenever i ask what he doing, shower ready,buat ni lom,da bangun lom....

like BEST to pressure him at times like he also like to make me angry like tat.LOL...

took cab to town had our breakfast & lunch at SEOUL GARDEN,daarlink seems to love grilling and cooking the food der and love the ice cream that he requested me to do...

"PUAS AKU MAKAN ICE CREAM..."tu mesti die bilg org nye....C dis PIcture "(eddy""")i was here!!!sape cakap kaki gini tk bole g jauh!!!

haha.we went shopping at wisma.i was a bit worried and pity him cos of his leg...den dose KIASU ppl just dash and langgar him and i feel fed up wit all dis fcuk up ppl but it seems that alot of very friendli and nice ssales person.
went karaoke and u guys noe he walk from wisma till that ming arcade sia...dat is so a PERSEVERANCE attitude.i love it and he had so much fun.huw we both sing like hell also nobody can laugh at us except us at each other.

a preview of my baby singing to be SHIELA IDOL. enjoy and rate!!!

iT was d best ever shopping and great day to just be with him eventhough his leg was handicapped but nothing stop our way....

darlink, i had fun and insyallah many fun things to come in times to come...just love everything about u and ,ainly u whu alwaes burn up my life and made me soar up the sky....

ATT: LIM EDDY SUFIAN BIRTHDAY INVITATION

held at ming arcade karaoke on 16 june from 8pm

each pax at $12 onli.drink ans snacks are der too.
confirm with either one of us by 10 june.

thanx!

loving him
SHIELA

GONNA B FUUUNNN

2009-06-03T09:25:00.000+08:00

good morning darlink...like wad i plan,wake up in d morning, get my self readi fer wad i have plan a long time.ITS my OFF day again...lol...today im sure its gonna be alot of fun cos im with you....will update dis blog tommorow or tonite regarding today outing aites....muaxxx
love u baby,
shiela

UUUUshhhYYUUk

2009-05-31T00:44:00.000+08:00

so well dis is wad i love to name u fer my manje simply programme dear...UUUUshhhYYUUk....i simply love everything lil things about you cos u mean alot to me.u are the light which brighten up my life...the rainbow that makes the sky looks beautiful and simply like the nature with gives us the nessity of life....in sickness or healthy , i will alwaes be der for you and you know that u are the best i ever had and i can never say no to a person whu is indeed very special...

Bhusyuuukkk, i had so much fun with u during our short meet up on to of the days.so sad that i werk so hard but i dun even care if im tired when i MISS u ALOT ok dear.ur smell and kisses makes my day to B_E_A_U_TiFUL one ok....

love u alwaes dear bhusyyuuukk...
la

Our Nights

2009-05-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

Babygirl and me proved to each other that even with limited time together,we can still make use and enjoy each others company.The past few nights have been perfect example of this.I cannot go far bacause of my current leg condition and Babygirl could not meet me here often because she is working and can only meet me at night and off days and most of the time she is just too tired after work and i do not want to sacrifice her health just to see me.

We made full use of our times.Babygirl surprised me a few days ago and i had alot of fun just like yesterday.

Today Babygirl woke me up.She called me twice and i was able to wake up.Energised.Thanks for the boost dear.we talked and apparently Babygirl has a little problem at work,particularly with her colleagues.They complained to Grace that Babygirl had been lazy at work.I feel that its not wrong to laze once in awhile as long as we do our work properly and its not that Babygirl is lazy.I just think that they are jealous.Babygirl had been working hard and i know,since the day she started work she had not taken any sick leave andis always busy working and training new colleagues.I know that Grace knows that.So dont worry dear you have been doing a good job and just remember that people cannot do anything as long as you work hard.Dont let criticisms put you down and always work to perfection.You always have my support sweet thing.

Kisses

Ed

gud monint sunshine

2009-05-28T09:56:00.000+08:00

darlink morning,i woken up by u to tell d score of the champion league,sad that MAN U lose to an egg "0".but aniwae, i miss ur monint smell and i love to be by ur side.i miss u already wen u drop down the cab.i love u so much b...i love u alot...muaax

Last Minute Plans

2009-05-28T02:53:00.000+08:00

I woke up today with just 1 plan at that is watching my team match at Serengoon Stadium and was overjoyed when my team won 7-3.Im so proud of them.On the other hand, i am missing Babygirl so much for i had not met her for nearly a week.messages and calls later,Babygirl came here and with a surprise.She bought me anArmani Exchnge watch for my birthday gift.Babygirl just love to surprise me and sometimes i feel bad not always doing the same for her.We spent just a few hours together tonight and its not enough for me.But its never enough for me.However the night was awesome.Love you Babygirl

Kisses

Ed

Fuuuuu

2009-05-28T02:32:00.000+08:00

Fuuu...AT LASt .get to see my darlink today and sspent kinda of plenty of time together.hehe...our love are very strong and knew it will last forever.I actuali cant wait for his bdae to come and i was too excited to give him the present.tats y i drop by today.U know wad.i got him an ARMANI EXCHANGE watch la sei.its soooooo nice la.im so devoted at it and i knew it fits perfectly on him.it was a unplanned gift for today but i know he LOVEs it LOTSsss....

BUt dear,ders more to come for the next months aites but promise me u get well soon....i be der fer u no matter wad cos i care,love,must ensure u are in my great hands....i will forever stay with u till my last breathe.
Wad arguements we had,we alwaes find a solution to it,however times made us learn n times that we spent are very memorable and special and giving u the advance bdae gift is to tell u that the time u have in your life will be the every time that u will never exxpected huw beautiful that me having u around.times met us and times taught us love and time has never proof wrong cos times is precious.and times gaves us fate and time brought us and thats is me and you...
to our everlasting LOVE till eternity,and this is the time where u happiness has started way beck since we met.
im so happi to see u t0day and im glad to hug u and smell u,kiss u and much more.i wish the day will come soon.INSYALLAH...it will...so i can smell u BHUSYUK!!!

Mmuuuuaaaaaaaaaxxxxxxxxxxxx,
LA

Sick

2009-05-27T03:08:00.000+08:00

Woke up today at 2,which is becoming a norm.Babygirl had been calling me since morning.I was too tired to pick up her calls cause i slept around 6.The afternoon went slowly and i just have facebook to entertain me and after that gave Babygirl a call.But she was too busy the whole day and had just awhile to talk.After that we did not talk till night before she finish working and after work.I was excited for awhile when she told me she wanted to meet me but Babygirl complained of headache and in the end she went home and by the time she gave me a call she was getting ready for bed.Disappointing end to a boring day.Guess have to endure more for more days like this till i get well.

Kisses

Ed

Argument

2009-05-26T03:10:00.000+08:00

The day went normally for the first half of the day.I was at home either watching TV or just on the computer checking my Facebook.It was only the later half of the day when somethings happen.My close friends came over to see me as a group to visit me.I appreciate their time and effort just to see me.However,Things got ugly with Babygirl for awhile after that.Babygirl got a mood swing and said things she shouldnt and upsets me.We had an argument for quite awhile and she cried after that.At the end of the day,everything settled peacefully and we got in good terms again.

TO:
BABYGIRL

Im glad we manage to settle everything nicely and avoid more hurt to each other with our words and im soory for alot of the things i said.Gd night Babygirl and love you dear

Kisses

Ed

relieve

2009-05-23T00:25:00.000+08:00

today was my off day.indeed very tiring and had a long journey.woke up in the morning a bit later den alwaes to pamper myself on this beautiful off day.den make sum cornflakes kueh for families for fun.was sweating like hell.went to town den meet my ADORABLE DARLINK. it was so pity to see him walking and like kinda of struggling to be fast.but i alwaes tell him dun be.safety first dear.i actuali cant bear to leave him afta meeting him at sengkang..it seems that der is sum kind of feeling that makes me dun wanna leave him laa.cos i am damn WORRIED.

BUt dun woorried ok dear about me.i just wan u to get well fast so we will get to our normal activites and many plans to come aites.i selalu doakan u cepat sembuh,,,,insyallah....

but i am relieve to see you beck home,at least not boring...lol...so i will be werking the whole week and im gonna miss u much la...promise me u take gud care of urself and i love u darlink!!!!

loving u like huw the flower bloom,
la

Back Again

2009-05-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hey people

Im back again after awhile since my accident and my stay in hsopital.I got torn ligaments and broken bones but im home now and i miss babygirl so much.I vividly remember the time when i hear Babygirl's voice over the phone when i got to the hospital.I was so relieved.even though i was in pain,i wish that she was by my side.And i was so happy to see her in hospital the first day i was admitted.ant to hug her so tight and nBabygirl cried by my side upon seeing my condition.But i was so happy to see her that i just wot let go.

Yesterday i was discharged from hospital and met babygirl at around 10 and spent time with her till 1.It was so sweet of her to rush from work to sengkang just to see me.And i felt bad as i cannot move much and can only wait 4 her at the lrt station.
I felt so relaxed being around Babygirl.I dont know why but just her presence can make my day.She came by again today with KFC.And even though we had some issues the night before to talk about,i just want to hug herand kiss her.

BABYGIRL IS SO INFECTIOUS AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH

GAGA AND WITH KISSES AND LOVE

ED

when will it be???

2009-05-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

when will it be???when will star start to sparkle brightly,wen will the rain drop beautiful???when will all sadness become happiness???when will the light shine on me???
with all my prayers to the ABOVE with all my hope of getting BLOOM...but still the stage doesnt want be to do.life isnt about perfectionist but life taught me alot.i admit i am not clean nor good but i can alwaes be truthful and never be a tool.a tool is a thing which doesnt react that much,like the hammer which hit the nail but never get harm.im a person whu is an ordinary one,whu lives and hope of getting a beautiful guy,having one whu turn on with different channel has got me with all the tots...that alwaes told me that life is short,alwaes remembering me with all my loves, to be gud and humble to the one i love.
hopes is all in HIS hands.but werking hard is all in our hands.even rich people dont last with happy family but they end up with no money.so appreciate all the things that we have.pls expect the uunexpected that can be der.u can see me smiling to you but dun be shocked when u see me in that that state of blue.i am alwaes sincere and i am alwaes true but PLs GOD open her heart and tell her that i am faithful and so true.im sorry for my mistakes and im sorry for the pain.sumtimes i wish i never post that thing.shiela here to tell u all,dun do mistake,even if u thing not wrong.
dissapointed in myself,
la

i miss him

2009-05-18T02:37:00.000+08:00

oh god..onli u noe huw much im worrying about him even he had done with the op.hati tak senang skali even i try so hard agy susa.i doakan him get well soon aje.im going fer a hair cut to buang suay tat happen to him.and its confirm la.i just wanna be by his side la but i cant.even just nuw when his parents saw me,my heart beating non stop and fast mode sia.i guess i b the one blooging la for this few days cos he is hospitalise.i miss him la.im so devastated.i feel like crying aje sei.today sliping at my werkplace, at least just nuw i when to eat MacDonald,naseb aik grace teman kan i.haisss....she makes me feel ease la.coos we got sumthing to tok about.nuw im thinking of my darlink.i just feel like crying to see him in this state.....

TO MY DEAR: you will get well soon.imy hubby....be strong ok!!!!muuaxaxxxaxxxx!!!!

LOVE, LA

get well soon hubby

2009-05-17T17:16:00.000+08:00

my darlink met with an accident during his soccer match.IT WAS A SHOCKED TO ME!!!i was busy werking when suddenly apen kol and tell this.i was like are you kidding.I cry when i get to tok to him over the phone.its so devastated when i hear wat happen.he facture his ankle,dislocate it too and have ligament tear.it so PaiNFUL to hear that.

Get to CGH yesterday at 11.45pm but his parents was upstairs so i cant enter first den i waited to long outside.when i reached up den my tear stared to rolled down automatically.im so sad to see.

get well soon dear...take gud care of yourself.i just wish to take care of you but i cant...i try to make my tym fer you ok???

I LOVE YOU DEAR!!!

missing you

2009-05-15T00:42:00.000+08:00

we had so much thing going on and we settle it sum huw.i cant bear to see you in pain and i cant bear to c myself i tears.i noe i love you baby so much.just sumtimes makes us to busy but we will figure out a way to makes things happen.sumtimes i even sacrifies my tired time just fer you cos i be damn gud to be by ur side.i miss all thngs about u dear.i just cant wait to see u.i pity u alot and worried like ur mak.just wait fer my off day den we will be heading out together.i promise.

loving u is everything,had so much things in my mind fer our future and had so much tots about us and i know onli u and u will forever sparks.

muuuaax,
la

Our Weekend + +

2009-05-13T02:08:00.000+08:00

Babygirl and me spent alot of time together.We went alot of places over the weekend and experienced new things together.There were also hard times like when we cannot go home because its too late.But everytime we work things out together and everything turned out fine.

This week story started on Friday.We met in Sengkang where Babygirl surprised me with alot of things.Apparently she had planned this the whole week while i was in camp so i was stunned when she appeared in front of me with a new hot outfit for me.I was caught unprepared and all i can do at that moment was just smile.Then we sat somewhere nearwhen she took out some gifts for me.The wrapping was prepared with alot of effort where i have to say out a password there are many layers and i am required to do some things before proceeding to the next layer.So i patiently unwrapped and performed the instructions with willingness until i saw my gift,D&G The One for Men.I was taken aback and all i could do was laugh.I did not know why i reacted that way but i was really stunned and on top of that there was a Zippo with our names and date engraved on it.Later we proceeded eith the activities that Babygirl posted earlier and spent the whole night together.What a Beautiful Firday.

Saturday and both of us was tired from the day before.Babygirl was working while i was at home just planning what to do for the day.Then i Thought of partying that night.Fast forward until 10.40pm when Syamil and myself picked Babygirl up from work and went out.The first half of the night was horrendous.Most of the time was filled up with travelling but the later half and the end of the day ended well.

Fast forward to Monday.I booked out from camp and we went to Serangoon Garden to have our dinner.The place and everything was great but the sugar cane mug was giant.3 dollars and we shared two of them.I felt it was worth it.Then we travelled to Orchard to meet Bo at Cash Studio.We sang alot of songs but i felt the memorable one was when we sang

I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You

and furthermore it was already our anniversary.

To Babygirl:

Thanks For the the tremendous weekend.I love it and I Love You.Happy 5 months Bu

Much Love And Kisses

Ed

HappY 5th anniversary DEaR!!!

2009-05-12T23:38:00.001+08:00

Dress up, Make up, Feel up and Ready to go!!!

Party up and gonna haf lotsa with ,my one and only DARlinK!!!

went out with him afta his ord parade.kinda of sad that i cant be der.but no matter what im proud of you dear.we went to watch 17 again den makan PastaMania. den ahem ahem lor...

had lotsa of fun...went out to makan to chomp chomp.eat seafood with a large sugarcane.Fun!!!

to see his face smiling and sparkle in his eyes, just ease everything that is inside of me.you are my everything dear.i am so proud to haf u by my side.you are my everything, my heart and my soul.never regret a single thing spending the moments with you!!!
Dear, i hope you like all the gift that i gave to you and i hope you had fun all dis while and i love you whole heartedly!im glad to have you by my side.i love you more then i love myself.

i had so much fun spending time with you!love you till eternity!!!

love u baby!!!

Photo

2009-05-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

this are the pictures from my portfolio...i paling love this photo,got some other photo tak lawa.

well,i did it from susah and nuw senang.Alhamdulilah to my dear for being motivating me and supportive all this while.i love you and i had so much fun spending tym with you.only my leg spoil la.i hurt my leg and today at werk it hurts even more....i miss my darlink lar...gonna meet him on tuesday.our anniversary...maybe a simple celebration will do.dear,i love you so much.you are the greatest of all.....muaaxxxx...

HMMmm

2009-05-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

im back from WORK...at last dapat alik siang juga.naseb aik dun have customer wen i wanna go home.Today wasnt that bad la.but i missing my darlink so much.tommorow is my off day and his ord parade.im happy for him but at the same time also sad that i cant be der cos of sumthings la.suzy asking me about going or not makes me a bit so sad sei.its hard to believe that i dun even got the chance to meet his parents but well life still have to move on rite,just pray that things will get beta.Btw,im going out with him also tommorow to town.gonna watch movie lar and some small shopping and spending time with him.

gosh i cant wait to c Him tommorow.so many surprise for him.my new clothes and shoes and lotsa stuff...what i noe is im gonna haf lotsa fun with you baby!!!

dear, i miss u alot sei....

missing U,
la

Baby Pics

2009-05-06T04:17:00.001+08:00

GReaT

2009-05-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

had a great exprience werking at the massage place and i am so proud of myself being so hardwerking and get motivated myself for everyting...
all i can say is alhamdulilah dgn kerajinan dan doa doa dari insan tersayang....it a gud start and a new begining of sumthing new...Yeah i bought him a hp but just a cheap one but i noe he likes and appreciate it la.
had so much fun wen im with him,doing everything together...and i LOVE it dear to BE with YOU!!!I can't waiT for this FRiday also dear!!!we are gonna Haf a lot Of fun alrites???i PROMISE!!!!

To daRLink :NoThing else matter Wen im with YOu.cos i noe everything is just the best eventhough its not PERFECT...BEST is BEST cos perfect doesnt teach us anithing.You noe i will alwaes LOVE you and you know you are always and will forever remain in my HEart n Mind n LIFE...

Loving You each and everyDay and dayS to come...
La

2009-05-04T02:52:00.000+08:00

Love Being By Your Side

Babygirl's First Pay

2009-05-04T02:21:00.000+08:00

I have a new cellphone thanks to Babygirl and i am glad to have one.It was so hard to communicate before as my screen cracked so i could not read messages or see who called.It was difficult and is an issue for her so she could not wait to get me a new phone.Thanks Dear

It was Babygirl's first pay and she was obviously very excited to get new things for herself and made alot of plans.I am glad to see her happy for herself.She made me proud but most importantly she made herself proud.Babygirl has matured so much in a short period of time.She is a force to be reckoned with,a rising star.And today was her first day after her pay and she continues to be motivated.

I dont think Babygirl noticed but she has made me start to work even more to improve in everything i do,like saving.I have to prove something too.

TO : Babygirl

I really hope to join you this Friday for shopping.Actually im excited about this Friday's activities.And i look at you in awe when you don't notice.I love you Bu

Much Love And Kisses

Ed

Loving It

2009-05-04T00:11:00.001+08:00

MY OFF DAY LA SEi...it was in MAYDAY MAYDAY....plan things out with LOve of going sentosa from dulu la sei...ajak kawan2 tapi sume taknk dtg but guess wad i had so much FUN...it was undescribable event on that day.i was so damn crowded and i hate it but well holiday mah...

Well found a spot at the palawan beach and all i noe was that in my mind im hungry cos waking up earli to cook all the food.i noe my mee goreng sux dear but i noe you like the roti hotdog...took many2 photo and my darlink looks so hot and chubby in the photo...did upload alreadi....enjoy my dear and my frens...
Dear sae he like this photo cos it looks like one of doice and gabbana model pose.what the hell he toking also i dunnoe...but i think it looks ugly cos my hands on my perot...haha...im boncet lar...

To MY LOVE:

i hate so much fun with you on fri and sat ok...Loving every moment that i spent with you cos your the best of the bestest.im

relief cos i can manje2 with you at sms.lol.im so malu that you see i was toking during i sleep la.
BUt well i had so much good times with you and i know many will still and yet to come....muuaaxxx

Never stop loving you...

The Next Day

2009-05-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

Saturday was a far cry from the day before till night when Babygirl called to meet me at her workplace to somewhere.Babygirl got me a new handphone.And...............................................Thats all i have to post the rest is a story between us

Love And Kisses

Ed

Our Weekend

2009-05-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

This week has been an amazing one for me with Babygirl as always.On Friday,we went to Sentosa.just the two of us.initially we planned along with some of our friends but they could not make it,which was a little disappointing at first but the day turned out much better than expected.We took alot of pictures which i thought turned out very cute but its with Babygirl and im not able to upload it.We met at Dhoby Ghaut and went to Vivo together to get some stuffs we lack,bought tickets and boarded the monorail there to beach station.We wasted little time to find a spot at the beach and got comfortable.To summarise everything,we sun bath swam and ate quite a bit and waited for sunset.Its very beautiful.After that we went skin dipping.Just us alone at that spot.We went up to shore and changed after that and went to Chinatown before going home.But we had a problem,there was no bus for Babygirl and she could not get through Uncle.So she called her auntie to stay over and we went our separate ways.On my part,i chased for my train and drenched myself to find that i still have time to wait for the last train.I was beginning to get bored when i heard a voice calling "B".I turned to my right to see Babygirl running towards me to give me back my handphone which i had left in her bag.It was like a movie.I was surprise and quietly excited to see her again.Can never forget that moment.Anyone would be surprised.We sat at Plaza once at Sengkang till fianally she could reach uncle and Babygirl went home shortly after that.A pleasant day with an even pleasant twist.How could ask for more??

Love And Kisses

Ed

baby LOVE

2009-04-29T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hey dear!!!edited our blog just fer a new look so you wont get bored.i apologise for everything that has happen between us.sometimes i realli can get realli stupid but i realli dun mean it.

im glad that we both can werk out things together.im am very sure.im just feel fortunate and bless to have you my dear.

you're the best of the bestest i have ever had.never thought that i am living life with someone whu love me whole heartedly.

i cant wait fer this fri 1st may...we will be going to sentosa and its confirm okies!!!anibody wanna tag along do beeps us aites....

TO MY DEAR BABY LOVE,
love taught us many things....you and me went thru alot.stay strong okies baby.promise me that we stay together thru up and downs....i love you baby....you're the best and i promise that i what i have to do for us ....muaxxxx

lost

2009-04-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

i feel that im just not fit to be myself.most of the tym about me is all no gud,crap,the bad is all within me,i have never been so proud of myself.and i will never.only one thing that im proud that u came.

im just a failure to everyones eyes,no matter juw hard i try i will never excel in ur eyes and heart.im just a stupid human being on earth.

doesnt meant to be alive or given a gud treatment.i guess im the unluckiest girl in the world.i proud to see u with ur fanily.maybe wad she say was right about me.im a JINX.

i hate myself and i hate myself...nobody will aceept the person that i am .such a let down,and a let down person shall not last long

hate myself.
shiela the let down fucker

this is wad i deserve

2009-04-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

every thing that i did in the past, i never ever tot of the consequences.wad happen today and in the future,i cant blame no one but myself.i hurt the person huw i love in the past and tried very hard to make up all my mistakes wont cover up everything.sometimes i wonder when my time gonna end.cos i guess i let everyone especially my love.
nuw i cant never ask fer more rather than you my dear,dissapointment that flows in my heart and tears rolling down cant stop.huw can i ever forgive myself???this pretty face has no meaning to me.this pretty girl can giv up on herself anitime if she wants.

loving and loving you taught me alot of important things in life.you appear in my life and touch my heart.baby i never wanted to scar your heart.i did it but im trying hard to heal it.im just a girl whu doesnt owe anithing even do i owe you my dear.i deserve all shit and hell you showing me.but just take this down in your mind and heart.i have changed alot fer you,and myself.im doing everything fer u and me....

never ever forgiving myself,
shiela

Wonder

2009-04-27T02:23:00.001+08:00

Babygirl gave me a look since yesterday that i kept thinking about till now.Its a stare actually that is looking so deep into me.It felt good but many other feelings at the same time.

She is trying to tell me something i know and i hope Babygirl could tell me soon.Even if i know,tell me.

I dont even know the point of posting this but i seem to cannot forget how she look at me.I think i wont be able to forget it ever.

Dont ever think i don not care Babygirl.

I am just a man,i have flaws too.

I just give the best and i always hope for the best for us and yourself.

Forgive me for not giving enough on anything.

Kisses And Much Love

Ed

Sweetness

2009-04-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

25 Apr,me and Babygirl did something new which i enjoyed alot.I picked Babygirl from work that night,she was just beginning to change from her work attire when i reached there and we wasted no time to get to our destination.I was still feeling the fatique actually and babygirl tired from work.Fortunately,she got this spa thingy that she got from her workplace that made me very relaxed.Thanks babygirl,hehehe

The day after,we were both sleepy because of the night before.i only got a few hours rest and Babygirl is feeling groggy.So,not much activities and we both went home after having our lunch together.I knocked out after that until about 7 when Babygirl called me.Apparently,she had too much fun playing with her cousin that she forgot to sleep and when she reached home and we video called she was looking quite tired.Anyway tonight Babygirl told me some of her problems and got really emotional.I hope she understand that i am not purposely trying to make her feel like that and we will work out something to solve this together.

Take good care of your health dear.Its important to earn but much more important to take care of your body.I see that you are working hard but success does not count on how much material you have,it much more than that and it includes how are you able to take care of yourself.Actually you look quite pale and im concerned.PLEASE take care of yourself.Love you dear

Much Love And Kisses

Ed

LOve HiM

2009-04-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

dis pic on the right was taken during our 4mths anniversary and below was taken on our very first meet up pic.if you can see he was not looking at camera and idk y.its almost the same.haha.funny kan???

i had so much fun spending tym with him yesterday.i miss him

alot and even nuw im missing him eventhough i webcaming with him.things was alhamdulilah fer us

except fer sum certain issues jela.we

did went to have a window shopping awhile at hougang mall.den we makan and went home.yesterday body spa was relaxing.i like!

TO MY ONE AND ONLY LIM EDDY SUFIAN

looking into ur eyes tells me many things that can happen to us.ur eyes tell me to get you wen we met,den it ask me to love you ,and wen i love you it tells me not and dun EVER leave YOU!!!i really love you from the bottom of my heart.just doakan yg kiter dpt blessing and a way from our love ones for our relationship.we shall and will werk hard fer both of us.i PROMISE you my dear!thanx fer making my world go WOW WOW WOW!!!i love you...

nOOtiii lOve,

shiela

Back From ATEC

2009-04-25T01:47:00.000+08:00

4 days i was in the jungle sleeping walking treating running around.It was very tiring.I certainly miss babygirl.Overall i feel so relieved when they announced endex.The past few week before i am grateful 4 all e support babygirl my family and friends had given me.they made the whole experience much easier for me to endure.Thanks alot everybody.MUCH LOVE.

Babygirl had been spending alot of time the weeks before.we went to the zoo,chalet under my block to name a few places and i had alot of fun.The zoo trip was an experience.It had been a long time since i went to the zoo so i was a little lost when i reach there.Anyway i walked round and found my favorite exhibit,the white tiger and babygirl took pictures eith butterflies.Lots of them before we reach the butterfly area she seemed so impatient and excited but stopped after taking pictures there.Hehehe.

The trip was certainly an enjoyable one and maybe we can go there again to try the boat ride along with my friends.

Now im just tired after the ATEC exercise and still recovering from the fatique.Im meeting Babygirl again tomorrow and i hope i will recover by then.Good night

Much Love

Ed

i miss you baby!!!

2009-04-25T00:25:00.001+08:00

i am so glad that my baby is beck from hutan...i mean WOW...i realli overcum 4 bloody days without toking to him.just get myself busy with werk and my colleagues and boss.i realy love my werkplace nuw.my first full tym job is very fun and gerek eventhough its hard.
its at temple st,south bridge road 252A...come down to have massage once a while...

im misssing my darlink so much eventhough we are web camming nuw...i wana hug him tite and kiss him la.he's been a very good and wonderful boifren tau...im so bless to have him la.

alhamdulilah this job has been gud fer me and i hope a long term work and many gud thing to come,btw, at werk was damn itchy day for me.my palm keeps gatal (yang) .cant stand it...haha.duet nk masok....

kip on blogging

2009-04-23T14:44:00.000+08:00

at last pad my bills!!!get to blog again lor....nuw at werk.been werking fer 2 weeks plus and i think its a great job but tiring but i like the environment and everything la.darlink at hutan fer 4 days liao.didnt get to tok to him.i miss him like hell...im gonna hug him tite.4 days not hearing his voice.endure alot of tym sia.dream of him la this and that...darlink!!!ibu miss ayah!!!

well,i also updated pic that we took during my off day last week.we went to the zoo.with him was fun not with my bro gf.sux whole tym.but nvm....

dear,i love you!!!you are my baby tembam and i just love the way you are.

nottie love,
la

recap

2009-04-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

14th april 2009
today was indeed a great day at werk cos angeline, the girl whom alwaes give one attitude fucked face off day. i can be myself as in feel comfortable with people around me.And whats more was i had a new colleague, Joanne who is a indeed a true Singapore. At last, i had someone to tok, i told love regarding this and he feel so proud and say that situation is getting better over der.i realli can click with joanna very well.as per normal, im friendli.she told her bf that im very friendli and im glad to make her feel welcome.today was non stop training and massage customer.i received miss call a few times from my baby but gave a call beck but no respond.i wanted to tell him that im so busy but didnt have the opportunity. i know he feel neglected and i didnt mean anitihng to make him feel that way.im soory dear if you feel that way...:"(
i cant wait fer this fri, my off day and my outing with abg,his gf and my baby.ok la gtg...nid to slip...rest impotant la sei for now.werk werk werk.

13th april 2009
today was kinda of fucked day.cos angeline makes me fucked up when i see her fucked up face.then, sumore training was so damn tiring till i feel like giving up at times.baby alwaes motivater me whenever i feel dowm and he alwaes makes me feel good.but i one thing that makes me feel traumatise was the incident that when i was crossing the traffic light during the green man and dis fucked up van was about to langgar me,i cant imagine what will happen if i realli kene hit...i was realli blur at that point of time and i feel so scared and my body was shakking like hell la sei.when den point time happen i was toking to my baby and he reacted as if like nothing is so crious and reminded me to be more careful when crossing the road.instead of comforting me and showing concern like asking "are you ok?, you pape tak? he just buat bodo...i was a bit hurt about that cos he never understand and i was also shocked and feel realli not gud.but i was ok afta sliping den...

11th april 2009- 12th april 2009
today was a celebration fer len's bdae.im so excited and i cant wait fer baby to fetch me at werk today.it was indeed a busy day at werk and was sweating like hell.the shirt fer len's outing is so bucuk readi.told baby about that and one point for time he sae he was lost fer i went out to find him but actuali he was my area der.he made me turn one big round like one doraemon sia.I was surprise that he bought he the tube that i wanted.and im so touched!i love you dear.you are the best.had so much kecoh at newton den proceed with esplande to chill.me and baby sat on the very spot where we both sat for the first time.it was so romantic.i just love it.i really enjoyed alot.Happy 19th bdae LEnnY!!to my babies dollish a nice catch up on that days,appreciate dose whu turn up and all of you look stunning and just hot!!!i love you girlfwends!!!thanx fer everybody effort.
in conjunction with our anniversary!!!i realli enjoy my time with hubby alot!!!we sat our spot.the way we look at each other just tell just million of stories.listen to our song.i feel so happy to haf ou by my side...

To my darLink!!!
nothing means alot to me rather den you!to be in loved with you makes me feel so special and to love you makes me learn true love.insyallah, kiter akan berkekalan hingga akhir hayat!!!i love you b,i reaali do.YOU ARE THE BEST THAT OCCURS IN MY LIFE!!!!muaxxx.....

2009-04-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

Our 4 Months

2009-04-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a special day for a number of people,and it includes us.The plan was just to take babygirl from work and head to Newton to have a birthday dinner for Lenny,Babygirl's Long time girlfriend.Everything went as planned.We met up with some of her friends and went there together.I was naturally nervous as i never really knew her friends except hear from them and whether they would like me because for me,it is important for her friends to like me also.Nothing much happen till we reach Newton.So many characters and and at one point i was amazed how these different characters can become close at one point and still contact till now.I never had that kind of experience with my school mates except for Acap.

Anyway,i tried to be myself the whole moment and was relieved that most of friends are very friendly and it makes me easier to open up myself.Next was the food,till now i still cannot forget the stingray.Hehehe.

Next plan was to go to fliers to sit around till i dont know what time.I understand that they had alot of catching up to do and just enjoy each other's company.When we reached there,we realised that it was not such a good choice to go there and headed to Esplanade.

Seriuosly after the dinner,i thought that it was the most cock up plan.Everything was so messy,but it turned out great in the end.When we reached Esplanade,Babygirl and me saw what we had missed for exactly 4 months.It was our spot.Images 4 months before came to me like a deck cards being thrown at me all at once and when we came closer,i thought to myself HEY ITS OUR SPOT.I missed it so much and sat on the right side of Babygirl just like then.We took pictures and Babygirl became teary eyed.We talked, hugged kissed and stared at each other.It was an unexplained feeling.

Later,we sat together with her friends and revealed much about each other till we left at about 5 and spent time together at about 11.

TO: BABYGIRL

U look beautiful in that top and continue to work hard.You are doing great and i miss you already.Take care of yourself while i am in camp.kisses

Lovey Dovey

Ed

Just Post

2009-04-11T05:10:00.001+08:00

ME AND BEAUTIFUL BABYGIRL

HOTTIE

Naughty Girl

2009-04-11T04:36:00.000+08:00

THursday,i waited and waited to meet babygirl and was thrilled when she came over.Anyway,it seems that babygirl special powers now.It was after soccer at court and i was supposed to meet her after that but i decided to take my time and relax after that.Soon,she called to inform that she was on the way to Sengkang.I told her to give me 10 minutes to relax as i was tired.But the strangest thing happende after i put down the phone,it started to rain.HEAVILY.it was the first time this kind of incident happened.I ran home with the rain pouring all over me and it seemed to push me all the way to the LRT station where i was supposed to meet her.Furthermore,on the way there i broke my slippers.I ran barefoot all the way and when i reached,i was barefooted,drenched and the rain stopped totally.it was one of those strangest moments in my life.And babygirl laughed at me upon seeing my condition.I was speechless.

I went home,Bathed and changed before going down again.We had agreed to spend the night together and wasted little time to get on the night.

Friday-Both was tired after that night.Apparently not having enough sleep.I sent Babygirl to work,went home and had my much needed rest while she had to work.I felt bad.hehehe.Nothing much happened for the day till night when my freind called and invited me to go fishing.I had fun,i reached home around 3.30.

FYI-The Sentosa outing has been postponed due to personal reasons.Babygirl will update all on when is the confirm outing date again.We would like to apologise on for the inconveniences caused for whoever had set aside time for this outing.

TO:Babygirl

I am so proud of u and blessed to have you by my side.You make me feel special and i can promise that there are more great things to come for us.LOVE YOU BABYGIRL.

Naughty Love

Ed

hey peeks

2009-04-06T15:33:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION!!!
eddy n me plans to go fer an outing to SENTOSA BEACH DAY!!!
shall haf alots of fun and kecohrable moments...anybody wanna join drop me a msg aites at my tag board,shud be next sat on d 18th of april...heard from you guys soon!!!
love,
la

mr & mrs independant

2009-04-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

eddy: understanding,quiet,manje,TEMBAM,honest

seeing him into wadever i do just impress me alot. to see he change and he tried ...was indeed a surprising thing!!!

love you dear!!!!

shiela : adorable,sensitive,loud,kecohrable,loving

being a fcuked up gurl and very expose is not a great feeling,to be taken care of and being loved by him was totally a change of feeling...

its good !!!

since 12.12.2008 . . .

loving him whole heartedly, everything was different and i just love he loves me & best thing that occurs in my life...

love,

he's BecK in CamP

2009-04-06T01:20:00.000+08:00

aww..today was kinda of a short meeting fer us both.baby came beck from duty at around 3pm he reached home.i know he was damn tired cos he was not koling me afta we put down d phone.i realli tot that baby will follow me to studio but unfortunately it didnt happen.i look him up at sengkang and still have to wait fer him.did haf sume small issues going on and i realli was upset and dissapointed in myself.tears came out lots and fast!i cant control my emotion,realli but babylove knew huw i felt and i dunnoe wad he was thinking at tat point of tym.well,afta that i told him that i haven ate since i woke up.bought foods at pasar mlm den eat awhile den baby gotta rush beck in camp.

we got beck to normal again and feeling deeply in love whenever we looked in each other eyes!oh gosh!darlink pp8 finished liao den hp spoil...idk wad to do and huw to help him sia.
but i noe he will call me up and find his babygirl.his one and only babygirl.hehe.

kinda of miss him alot.dis month got many thing going on,dunnooe whether everything can go as wad we planned not cos got many things he gotta settle to.

loving u all day all night
la

Egg-XictinG

2009-04-05T04:43:00.000+08:00

woke up in da morning,hearing babylove voice over d phone just makes my day feel so great...but i still fell aslip and woke up rushing cos babylove got soccer match at pasir ris.so he ask me to cum down to sengkang and go with him.i was late cos i went to pasar mlm ,bought some food fer us and den wen i wanna top up my ezlink,a man was blur and didnt noe huw to use d machine.he was old so i help him out.forget to tell darlink about it.den i miss 161 den haf to wait sumore.die die die.i noe babylove gonna be anrgy,but i didnt expect him to tekeng me sia.was so sensitive la me.susah2 rushing2 abe die suro dtg pasir ris sendiri.was about to cry in da bus, but tahan cos ppl looking at me readi.

But d sweet part was wen baby try to let the situation cool off cos he was late fer a match mah..i understand and fell guilty at d same time.right wen i reach at the place we suppose to meet...we walk towards me and apologise,i was touched and tears start to roll down ready.i am very sensitive la!

den went der took a cab and babylove money all finish due to cab fare.i feel to bad.but nvm deh, luckily he nvr kene mara liao. he join the match and a half time i think and i guess tak cukup pade nye.nvm la baby,we play soccer one day ok?

den we sat at coffeeshop,blah blah blah,we beck to sengkang, den we wen up the carpark and i started with my silli ideas and had so much fun with babylove,we dance,we spin,we ran,we laugh,i jumping,he carry me around,kissing here and der.lol.and tok things out.confession of huw my heart felt thurhout my whole life.i realli cry all out i think?

Thanx babylove fer being der by my side ,hearing all d shits,hugging me, giving me tips, ideas, advise, opinion and lots more.insyallah i b able to make situation better.
yeah,we spent so much time together and lil money was spend too.we eat together and dear pampering u cos i am like that la.lau ade ade,lau takde takde ok??

i love you,you love me
we are happy family
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
won't you say you love me too!!!

ibu sayang ayah so much!!!dun mention it.my pleasure to make u happy and not sad of chorus!!!
i treasure u alot.and thanx fer being so great and passionate and loving and CUTE!!!i just love you my babylove~!!!

much hug and kiss!!!
la

DAncing Dancing

2009-04-05T03:06:00.000+08:00

I know Babygirl would be surprised cause i told her i would not be updating our blog.Anyway surprise dear hehehe.

Today started quite bad actually,i had a soccer game at 5 and Babygirl was late to Sengkang.At first i was angry but come think of it,i was wrong to scold Babygirl and she had come all the way here.I felt more guilty when i saw she bought food for me even though i did not ask to.Babygirl was hurt and i know and it hurts me to see her hurt.So,i managed to cheer her a little and wasted little time to hail a cab to Pasir Ris.

The soccer match was fun and we won by a big scoreline.The day was getting better and better.We chilled at a nearby coffeeshop and went back to Sengkang.I realise i can relate to Babygirl more as days or maybe seconds go by.We talked about everything in our daily life and Babygirl is not shy to act silly around me,i like that.We ran, dance and get dizzy. IT WAS SOMUCH FUN.Its like unwinding by being silly.

It dosent take much cash to enjoy that way and its better than spending and spending unecessarily.Tonight was memorable,not much money with us it was just us and its more than enough to make each other happy.I have said this many times but A BIG THANKS YOU TO YOU DEAR

Silly Crazy And In Love

Ed

HAppY & ExCitEd

2009-04-04T14:55:00.000+08:00

im so happy that i get to meet my darlink yesterdae.eventhough time was spend awhile but it worth whole tym to me. yes i went sengkang cos i noe darlink gonna be damn damn tired.at the same time also i brought some pasar mlm food fer me and him.yup yup yup i brought my hp to borrow him awhile cos his hp lcd pecah liao...rabak ah...

Dear thanx fer d effort to blog during i was karaoking yesterday..it was sweet and i love you so much!!!Yeah, we shall wait fer ur ord date and many beautiful things to happen cos many magical things gonna happen!!!i love you!!! aNd you guys out der noe that he makin TEMBAM AND CUTE!!!lol!!!criousli!!!

yesterdae i bought durian at pasar mlm fer darlink cos i noe he been wanting to eat that...photo shall be upload soon!!!

Darlink , you're the best that occur in my life and i never regret any moment....some ppl wait a lifetym to have a moment like dis ...but den ...well...i shall appreciate the moment that has alreadi been der in front of me fer d pas 4 mths!!!

crazy & lup u deep deep,
la

Relief

2009-04-04T01:00:00.001+08:00

Today im tired but happy.Tired because i just came back from outfield and it is physically demanding and im still recovering from it.It is 4 days of walking,digging fighting and saving.Carrying my strecher,rifle and MOP bag with my defence stores is no joke.And on top of that i still have to carry my friends and treat them after all the fighting is over.Well,that is the job of a platoon medic.

But its all over now and just 1 more exercise to go before everything is over.RELIEF.Anyway, i booked out and babygirl visited me in Sengkang.Im so happy and grateful that she understands my condition and make the effort to come all the way here to see me,Love you babygirl.She bought food and brought me her phone when she heard that i spoilt my phone,im so touched.We spent a few hours together and i had alot of fun talking and just looking at her.You're the best b.

I saw her recent posts this afternoon and was sad that i could not be there to help her when she needed someone to at least talk to her.Im sorry dear.

I hope that everything will change for the better soon and now that i am available,i will try my very best to help.kisses

Touched Relieved and In Love

Ed

very very happy

2009-04-02T21:46:00.001+08:00

im so happy that darlink is beeck from hutan.gosh , pity him alot la. mesti die penat and windu family die.hmm, he has changed alot and doing good. sometimes he even cheer me up wen i feel like hell. he did a good job though...

im gonna meet him tommorow i guess. gotta check up the werk at chinatown first in da monint.i had so much fun at powerhouse with my GIrlfwends especially NORA!!!we meet at pending lrt and she realli gave me a great hug that i needed!!!thanx GF...heart you la syg...NOra is my part time scandal...haha....a great frend indeed!!!her disco partner as wad her bf told her...haha.lol

i loosen alot yesterday since i haven gone to club fer some time and thanx dear for allowing me to.

b4 i end dis post, on behalf of eddy and me, we like To wish QIDDIE a very HappY 19th Bdae!!!Hope she last long with RAZI and haf a beautiful and successful future and also happy cute and adorable alwaes!!!

i miss u dear eddy,
la

At LAst!!!

2009-04-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

Afta a long bad day, i feel ok afta toking to darlink just nuw.i fell aslip tadi afta mahgrib den till just nuw.

darlink i love you so much.

my adek alek pon tkda hati nk mara.da llepas pon.

Thanx to all whom help me out fer my sch fee!

eSpeciallY PAPA...

i love you so much!!!

k tonite going to powerhouse!!!!yeahh baby!!!

love you eddy!!!

A bad day inDeeD

2009-04-01T13:55:00.001+08:00

missing my baby to much n having prob wen him in hutan. i feel so down. i dun noe whu i shall tok to.whu shud help me?im so lost without u dear.

i cry all day n night.

i was suppose to start werk today but den

my bro accidently took my ezlink kad and i have no money to go werk. i have no number of that place and such a blow fer me.

dun feel like eating or smiling. i just feel so useless.oh god!!

crying,

i nid your shoulder to cry on baby

2009-04-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

i cant control my tears
i cant control it animore
i realli dunnoe wad to do
my mum kinda of promise to help me out
but den she didnt make it
nuw im crying all alone
feeling so gong and bodoh and useless
wad am i suppose to do
darlink,i nid you
ur hp bat is flat
& my mind is totally blank
i promise i werk hard
earn hard for my expenses
:"(

2009-03-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

As u all can see i have alreadi beautify my love blog to a sparkling ones and made it much better than b4.the theme of this is a big round shiny moon with a couples under the dark sky.our relationship realli significe that alot.

That pic kinda of sux but im sure darlink is able to love it.im surrounded with love eventhough he's not der by my side!!!

im so touched with everythiing i did here cos im sure darlink gonna love it!!!i miss him and i love him

Do link us and comment yar!!!

love,

darlink gifts

2009-03-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

this were all valentine's gift from darlink to me.treasure by me always.oh gosh,im missing darlink so much.darlink eating diet has not been gud.he cant finish his food alwaes and i dunnoe y.i only can sms him for nuw cos his battery can die anitime and ders no plug in the hutan liao.hehe.i realli miss him alot but i have to endure all this.same goes to him to endure with his ns life.been doing fer much fer our blog as u can see.i hope he like it!!!

missing you ,

@ fajar MacDonald

2009-03-30T02:29:00.000+08:00

GooD evening!
me at fajar mac, with nora,toking2,
joking2,

laughing2,

den something also bothering me!!!my interner connection from starhub has been cut off.like wad d hell!!!blogging all day long here!listening music and missing darlink so much!!!mcm ane nak akai internet ehk?pkran sgt2!!!

will figure out la.

darlink in camp again..boo huu huu

love you darlink,

FAbulouS Day wiTh darlinK

2009-03-30T02:19:00.000+08:00

Today, ponteng skola and look up fer my darlink!!!hehe.nottie!

had so much fun with him b4 he head to camp and go and do his national service of attacking in the hutan.ciannye baby i.but nvm,in a few months time,darlink gonna ord liao.i miss him so much!!!just nuw he punked me.like wad d hell.make me so d geram and frust alot.n0thing esle to do sia.but nvm, ade lori ade bus satu hari. sayang u kat sini akan balas!!!

we took so many pic just nuw but dis a sum of the a few i like alot.

will miss darlink and looking forward fer next week for my activities.den next month also got activities with darlink.cant wait.

i love you and i miss you already la darlink!!!!

ibu sayang ayah!!!!

so loving you like crazy,

DaRLinK made Me so AngrY

2009-03-29T13:03:00.000+08:00

slept lata yesterday,editing templates in my own blog and here cos i cant slip.ended up not going to sch cos thinking about the fare and time and journey.den i think nvm den.my report gonna finish soon cos i just have to type out something.darlink went to pasar gelyang with fren in da monint,dunnoe fer wad he did tat??i feel its kinda of wasting tym.and nuw he not picking up d fon cos i think he is engrossed with the environment at hougang with the fren fren wadever sista event.pissed me off alot.i think i give him 100 call also never pick up.like fuck!just finishing shower and tot wanna tok to him manje2 but den he just seems to forget about his hp.

Makes my blood boil!!!too into it and forget about his own gf!feel so shity!!!so wad im gonna do nuw?!seat at home do nothing!!!make me feel unwanted suckx whole time.nvm.

if he dont wanna pick up d kol again, i wont meet u today!!!

very angry,
la

TIRed LA sEi

2009-03-29T03:29:00.000+08:00

darlink!!!
today was indeed a tiring day fer me.i kemas my room almost the whole dae lor.tibe2 rajin,den ended up my body is aching.damn! darlink in camp.today i was so notty,onli darlink noes..hehe..i miss him la sei.besok got skol,i kinda of lazy but darlink waking me up so im ok deh.i cant slip!wdh!was indeed a boring saturday without baby here by my side.

darlink,ibu nk hug u tite2 la...

k la,tats it,i think i shall head to bed and dream of u...muax!!!

so deeply in love with you,
la

You are So AMAzinG

2009-03-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

Im so touched with dear effort of blogging awhile b4 he head to camp.i love you dear.Yeah,u were suppose to call me den u fell aslip.but its ok la deh.i phm u penat,i pon penat juga.but too bad i cant be with u during the earth hour la.so i be staying home the whole day lor.doing homework and cleaning the room and some other things lor. im honour to help u out in the planning dear.your concern has alwaes been my concern liao.

you have been a wonderful and amazing darlink to me.i love the way u made me laugh, and smile and everything la.being with you, ders nothing i have to wory about.cos u ease almost everything that is inside of me.

SEKIAN LAMA TIDAK BERTEMU, dear, thanx fer being so my everything !!!
HATI INI MERASA RINDU
INGIN KU KATA KAN "I LOVE YOU
TERAGAK-AGAK KERANA MALU
SALAM SAYANG BUAT MU
SALAM RINDU BUAT KEKASIHKU

hmmm

2009-03-28T08:10:00.000+08:00

Did not have much to post today,im going back to camp for weekend duty now and just find time now to post something.i want to apologise to babygirl for yesterday when i slept when supposed to call her.I was really tired actually and went straight to sleep.

Sorry B.

So In Love

Ed

SHOCKED!!!

2009-03-27T18:39:00.000+08:00

im was so shocked today that babyboi appear outside my home,and i was still sliping.hehe.nice surprise and i love it!went to causeway point ,jalan jalan,den makan makan,den chilling awhile.tats all.miss him so much la.get to see him ease this situation of huw i feel.next week babyboi going to hutan,alahhh...will miss him again lor.dis planning yesterday and i was so cool.fun and i had a great time with him .k la.tats fer nuw. i love you b.

love,

Stress

2009-03-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

Its Been a stressful week in camp.I wont talk much about it. Babygirl has been me so happy the whole week that i miss her so much while in camp.I met babygirl yesterday here in SEngkang as we agreed to plan my budget for next month.Babygirl was so serious with it that i had to focus together with her.In the end,we worked together and it was to me a big success.Thanks alot babygirl.

Babygirl taught me alot.There was this moment when she was decorating my planner when i just observe her.She does her work with so much pride that i was inspired to do the same with whatever things i do.Anyway,we stayed till bout 11.30 and babygirl does not have any bus to go home.Luckily,uncle was available to pick her up.We stayed up late chatting and toking to each other.

Today,i met babygirl at Bukit Panjang.When i reached there,Babygirl was still sleeping tired from yesterday's activities.We went to Causweway Point,had lunch.i went home and babygirl went to her nenek house.Can say boring day but cannot blame me or her as both are tired.Had fun though babygirl,i always do when im with you.

Hmmm dear.u really seem to have lost weight.And u look better than ever.I wish that your modelling career will take off and u have my full support.I also hope that you will work hard in this new job on Wednesday and continue to have better offers in the line that you enjoy.

Sexy love

Ed

Can'T wAiT

2009-03-26T02:11:00.000+08:00

i be meeting my hubby tomolow.and he wans me to be at sengkang.ok lor,sekali kale dok tempat die la kan.must balance lor.we have so many activities in our mind.besok kiter akan plan mane things lor.is the activities that we be doing and tat is "PLANNING".today i was only at home afta my day at voila briefing regarding the model thingy,it was exciting.i be having my photoshoot next week.i mean like WOW.its like a dream cum true to be a model la.but still must low profile,den i received call from the temple st,the massage job.so i be starting werk next week also.the feeling in me nuw is so wonderful.insyallah i tak 5 min semangat lar.cos i realli nid to be doing sumthing lor.im gonna hug him tite and kiss me alot la.miss him so so much!!!!

my dear eddy is a indeed a inspiration fer me and also a motivation. he gaves me strength for things that i always wanted and talk to me nicely and also give love sincerly and attention from d heart.where can i find another just like him. its fated that we met and to know each other.we understand love and each other overtym.its great to be in love la sei.will alwaes be my baby.
love,
la

boo huu huu

2009-03-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

my darlink eddy is in camp.boo hu hu.i miss him alreadi lar.went to sengkang to look fer my handsem man,den buy some foods and relax la babe.makan makan den joke around,play around on the monkey bar and jumping jumping and turning upside down.it was indeed very fun.today went fer interview at bkt timah,like abit bluek,cos the maid agency requires to work on sun wen i have sch.like fcuk.den dey must consider.its indeed a hard time for me nuw with no jobs,desparate fer cash.nuw also getting expenses from papa,uncle philips and sometimes hubby also give.malu la i.im like suppose to find my own money man!i still can move and talk and i still have my ownself to rely on but times is so bad till i end dis way.i hope my luck will change.im putting much effort finding jobs.i wanna stablise myself fer goddness sake sia.dun wana rely on others.insyallah. spending tym with my hubby tubby was superb fun and great,i will alwaes miss him wen him in camp.i miss every lil and single thing about him.he made fun of me tadi till i laugh like hell.he call me a duck wen i stretch my back.wad d hell.never la.let him bully me puas puas.i get my revenge one day den.afta sending him to yck,i went to nenek haus lor.did sent some application to some jobs.me got news study plan afta my diploma.wanna take other courses in ITE.maybe office or some other interesting course lor.me and nora got plans.walau,private good but damn expensive la deh.insyallah all can do lor.but must werk first lor.den becum sch gerl again.hehe.i like!!must kip on upgrading urself till you can.hehe.i miss darlink so much liao.pictures and memories onli can reminds me of him.hubby, babygirl miss you!!!
love,
la

suprises

2009-03-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

Surprise Surprise

2009-03-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

I had a nightmare the whole night.den i went sleep about few minutes also another nightmare,what is happening to me?? Hehehe.

Babygirl told me yesterday that she wants to wake up early the next day.I told her i doubt that will happen because i know her sleeping habits especiallywhen thers nothing on.But i was surprised when i woke up just now at about 12.30,babygirl was already up since 11.New record for her.Not bad babygirl,u beat my wake up timing today.

Anyway she told me she was going for a job interview at Bukit Timah Plaza.After that,shes meeting me here in Sengkang.Maybe we can go somewhere around but not far from here.I am booking in tonight thats why.So will be away for a few days and only babygirl left to update this blog.So i will be looking forward to see what she will post and see her of course.

I end this post with a message to babygirl

You really really surprise me dear.A pleasant surprise that made my day today and i hope that this inner strength in you to do well for yourself will never die down and you have my support even though i am not physically there with you.

lover love love kuntang kunteng

Ed

craving

2009-03-24T01:24:00.000+08:00

hubby, babygirl is craving for seafood la sei. im the seafood fan. i can still remember last two week, hubby bought me to eat my favourite pastamania and also we went to eat at newton.yum yum yum. love food so much.lol.but unfortunately, i was sick on that day den didnt find up the food.aiya make me so the lapar nuw.today was indeed a monday blues boring day lor. i was at home almost the whole day,but wen down to pasar mlm to buy somethng to munch and tat was vadeh and tea egg. most of the time, i was webby cam with hubby and watching my favourite show,ANTM. hubby at last went fer his soccer but didnt had much fun cos the soccer was just awhile,but nvm.ders alwaes tommorow, i can even play soccer with u dear.so blah blah blah, my head hurts alot nuw.damn!huw i wish hubby was here.i miss him la.

love,

What's Yours??

2009-03-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

Most serious relationships have something to symbolise their love and affection for each other.Ours is no different,babygirl and me had went through laughters and cried together and at some point of time even felt we don't even 1 2 see each other.But when we see the full moon,we remember the moments we had and will miss and appreciate each other.That is the power of our symbol

When i see the full moon,i realise how beautiful it is the longer i look.
When i see the full moon,i am amazed how it lights up the sky

What never change about it is that it comes back without fail every month.It lasted through so many generations,many important and brilliant people come and go but not the full moon.Its the same moon that inspires poets and amazes astrologers.

So beautiful the moon is that i feel is how beautiful what we had.

So i end this post with a question,what is your love symbol??

cinta???

2009-03-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

ape erti nye cinta kalau org tua tk restu???kadang2 aku pikir mmg aku bukan cahaya pada padangan mata ibu nye.ape sala dan silap aku?aku sedari aku bukan manusia yang sempurna.aku hanye ade bole beri yg terbaik terhadap mereka.im just a letdown at times. well, nobody is perfect . but i feel fortunate that my family accept me fer whu i am. im confused at times.

the moon

2009-03-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

Soccer Tonight??

2009-03-23T16:48:00.000+08:00

Babygirl woke up late today.4 in the afternoon,i wonder how she can sleep so long everyday.hmmmmm'

Anyway,im not meeting babygirl today as i specifically told her not to today.It was not meant to be rude but i miss my other love,soccer.And i am glad that babygirl understands.

Bally love

Ed

fun fun fun

2009-03-23T02:07:00.000+08:00

posing and having so much fun at fountain of wealth, criously, i think it signifies our love alot.hehe.i made a wish when i made that 3 rounds with eddy u know. i still remember that eddy tot it was onli fer 1 round.hehe.

being his babygurl isnt easy as u all think. i mean it is la actuali.hehe.i just have to be myself and do wad i wanna do.

since 12122008 eddy+shiela merge to share happiness and badness together.
love ,
la

Romantic

2009-03-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

Our romantic weekend,

just the two of us.eddy and shiela... we went to suntec and fountain of wealth and took so many pictures. we also sat in the rain.me eating sharkfin complaining about the rain but still siting der.lol.so much fun and so many memories.

we must adapt to this relationship and spice it all up. it makes all the best. i bet our frends like keciq and suzy, nora and batman (ijam), also went thru dose ups and down together. we learn from mistakes and dun repeat it animore. we cant bear to see our love
hurt and being cheated. being faithful and loyal to him/her can werk things out better. sugar spice all thing are nice...i love you dear. i regret all my mistakes and i wont do it again. i feel im beck home with you.
i guess we learn alot. im touched with ur attitude towards me. i cry,laugh,joke and share many things with you. and whu am i if u never appear in front of me. it makes u so special. i love wen we stare at each other eyes and just having that notty feeling. just so wonderful.i love u eddy

love, la

darlink love dis pic

2009-03-23T01:28:00.000+08:00

Her Change

2009-03-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

Babygirl is soooo different now.

Different?? whats so different you may ask.But only a certain few can see it and im 1 of them.different in the way she looks at me,different in the way she acts.SINCERITY.A look that had been missing for awhile now.The babygirl that i miss alot has finally come back.

I may be angry at what she had done before but i admire the courage of telling me her mistakes.Not alot can do that but she did,im proud of my babygirl.I think you finally start to really believe and not afraid to grab my hand to start a journey together.I love you dear

With Much Love

Ed

Confessions Of A Cheater

2009-03-22T16:47:00.000+08:00

A cheater can never hide everything.Yesterday 1 confessed,i looked at her face filled with guilt.All this while she looked as if everything is ok but i am sharp enough to spot the silent moments she had alone.The blank look that is occasional but obvious.That is all when we were together.I dont know about others but for me, saying and giving your loveto someone should be said with your heart.And when u say it with your heart you keep that person in your heart.SAying u love to a person only 1 times is better than saying you love a person a million times if that 1 time you say it,you treasure it .A lesson for all the potential cheaters out there

YOU CAN RUN BUT CAN NEVER HIDE.

mistakes

2009-03-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

in pictures we do smile but wads d story behind dose smile? we been thru ups n downs alot. i just a turn down to everybody. sometimes i just hate myself too much. i made a promise to darlink yesterday and i meant it. i been such a promise breaker and a useless gf in the past. but i realise it a way beck time and decided to do something and follow the right path. dear, i noe you are mad on that issues.i can understand ur feelings. i noe my mistakes and i wont ever ever wanna repeat it again.

You are just like the fire that burning in my heart to make me stay warm and alive.I never ever wanna waste my chances again and throw happiness that appear in front of me rather than i go find them. we now understandeach other better cos we clear of most of the thing. we are leading to a better future. the past made me think and think. I am sure that my hopes and plans are great for the future.

eddy,you made me stronger than yesterday. you never fail to light my day up with every lil things of yours.you are my dear darlink and you are forever to be and i love you baby.

love ,

Coming Soon

2009-03-21T03:08:00.000+08:00

Book out day today and we left camp early.I was supposed to meet Babygirl to Suntec for the career fair but Babygirl woke up late.............again hehehe.Anyway i went home 1st,got some rest and went out at about 4 and we met at around 6.Why until 2 hours?? Babygirl was late.I became a walking poster there walking pointless around causeway point.When she finally came she suggested we watch a movie.

We then agreed on watching Coming Soon.babygirl was so scared throughout the whole movie that i cant go to the toilet.The movie ended around 9,we chilled out outside for awhile and shifted to a quieter place where babygirl told me some problems and cried.i was so sad and angry after hearing her situation.Angry because i could not do much as it is a family problem.I hope she and her family will reach a peaceful solution and also that she will get a job soon.However if the outcome is not to her favour,i will support her whenever i feel is right.

Love

Ed

everyday is a brand new day

2009-03-21T02:57:00.000+08:00

everyday i learn sumthing new.indeed life is more than words.we need to build love to our love ones.
today, i had fun with darlink. we watched movie, a scary one and i freak out whole time.lol.we also sat a place nearby and me start telling my probs and why i been acting so lazy and stuff. its true, without love you feel neglected.im proud to have darlink who always stood by me even with all his hush words.i do listen eventhough it hurts a million times. well, life is indeed unfair.ders always sumthing tat human never satisfy of.

but i did haf fun hugging and kissing and spending tym with dear2 and i love him so much.i wont blog alot cos im tired.nuw webby chat with darlink onli.aiya,i miss his hug liao.i love to hug him cos he feels like teddy bear, just like d one he gave to me during valentine's.:D
i love you and i miss you la sei.muax

love la

memories

2009-03-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

All this pictures brings so many sweet and exciting memories. Yes,indeed.eddy and me will always think of ideas and activities to cheer up and make our relationship better and full of excitement. Its better to make a consideration with sumone regarding your life path. with better communiction ,things can work out smoothly,insyallah. yes true sumtimes relationship suckz and we tend to think about him or her negative side but actually think back on huw our relationship work out in da first place can ease the pain.

remembering all this sweet memories can make me smile and cry at times.seeing our relationship went thru up and down touches my heart .building up a perfect relationship never exist.no matter wad,we still have to go thru shot even i dun like.Alhamdulilah i managed to overcome this situation.in fact life has always packs of obstacles in line for you. it makes u to stay much stronger.though its tough,you still gotta get going no matter wad.

LIM EDDY SUFIAN was indeed and still a guy who showered me with the emotional needs which every gurl wants.Im so fortunate and lucky to meet him.Huw could i just let go and lose someone who taught me many things and shared alot with me.I dont go fer cash or wealth but i go fer sumone whu is passionately in love with me fer who i am and appreciate me alot just like him.Im so touched with the changes on him and i love it.

i may not have everything that you need dear but i hope i can be the person der to comfort you,to stand with your temper when it flares,lend my ears and shoulder fer you and to love you sincerely.i wan to motivate you,to make you feel extra special and to make you feel yourself.

im willing to go thru in terms of sadness,happiness,bad,good,silly,goofy,crazy and romantic times with you dear.Just making our relationship spice up will eventually makes us closer and closer. i love you dear, i miss you, i am here and i will be in your heart.we start with forever and ends with a never.

missing him

2009-03-19T16:42:00.000+08:00

darlink in camp.im missing him so much.yesterday went to powerhouse with so unusual outfit cos ders definitely no nice clothes at grandma's place.but wadever,had fun ok ok jer,i didnt drink alot cos im still sick.looking at zra was so funny cos she's drunk.ana lak was so happy layan kan.nuwasdays,i start to miss my darlink more and more.when will d day cum wen i open my eyes from slip and see him by my side?hmm...lol.i guess i miss him too much liao.just wanna hug him tite la.cos he's d best that occur in my life and its true!much love from me to you dear.
love la